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Sunday, June 26, 2005
A Post To Myself
Finally decided i should take a break from blogging abt my birthday. seriously, the previous 2 blog entries were a result of a conscious effort to tell ppl abt what happened during my party.
had been quite moody recently. ppl have been telling me it's just a result of post-party syndrome. i guess so. the last time i had been so high was after huang cheng 2002, when i couldn't get over the fact that huang cheng's over for me for 2 whole freaking weeks.
it's been one week, and i still feel kind of empty, kind of sad. had been forcing myself to step out of the house, sometimes even alone, but it did not seem to help. haiz. and i've been reading and hearing abt ppl in relationships, ppl hav been askin' me about my opinions abt them, and in my mind kept running the statement: "the perfect person will come eventually, don't keep hoping for a relationship or it will not last."
did it again today. went to the bus interchanged, took the first bus that came, and sat in the bus staring at the buildings and ppl outside. it used to be quite fun, but now, it did not seem to cheer me up.
wut is happening to me?
received my third A4 mail from NTU which was an orientation package. the first was the handbook, the second was the hall package. i don't think i'll be joining any others beside my own faculty and hall orientation. as for cca-wise, i'm still considering wut to take up. perhaps something new and sporty? wake-boarding and swimming came to mind...
talking about swimming, i should be beefing up for the image. read in 8 days about how christian bale beefed up from his "machinist" character (55kg) to his "batman" character (82kg). he stuffed himself abt pizzas and ice-creams. hmm~ i should be doing too. why the sudden urge once again? cos he was 55kg before, and that's my weight now!
next week's my only week free left before NTU life will start unofficially. 4jul is CS's FOC, den it's time to be moving into hall, den it's hall orientation and finally start of sch... not much time left. luckily i declined the offer by May to be selling kuehs at bugis' seiyu's basement.
so, one week left. wut shall i do? shd be really planning to wrap up the two projects on hand and get my money! haha~ i'm totally broke now, a fact to add.
aahhh~ i'm enjoying writing this entry. so carefree so aimlessly, but i know once i stopped, the darkness of the night will once again seep into my mind. will be 'njoying while i still can.
but there's nothing else to blog.
at least, nothin' really that significant. (i'm avoiding bloggin abt the NTU/NYP concert)
should be rebooting my Movie website soon. am planning it along with a second revamp to this actual blogsite, i really hate the current design scheme (i only like the font).
to be honest, i really like to read comments. yet apparently no one does leave any besides the usual ppl in my tagboard. :( then, to a particular someone who has a blog but daren't spread it to ppl, if you leave a comment here, no one will still know u hav a blog u know? and it's irritating that i've been made to feel obliged to leave comments in YOUR blog... (note that i do not do it anymore)
ramblings...
what else can i write? haiz.
*night-is-young-and-i-don't-feel-like-sleepin*,
Johnzzon
had been quite moody recently. ppl have been telling me it's just a result of post-party syndrome. i guess so. the last time i had been so high was after huang cheng 2002, when i couldn't get over the fact that huang cheng's over for me for 2 whole freaking weeks.
it's been one week, and i still feel kind of empty, kind of sad. had been forcing myself to step out of the house, sometimes even alone, but it did not seem to help. haiz. and i've been reading and hearing abt ppl in relationships, ppl hav been askin' me about my opinions abt them, and in my mind kept running the statement: "the perfect person will come eventually, don't keep hoping for a relationship or it will not last."
did it again today. went to the bus interchanged, took the first bus that came, and sat in the bus staring at the buildings and ppl outside. it used to be quite fun, but now, it did not seem to cheer me up.
wut is happening to me?
received my third A4 mail from NTU which was an orientation package. the first was the handbook, the second was the hall package. i don't think i'll be joining any others beside my own faculty and hall orientation. as for cca-wise, i'm still considering wut to take up. perhaps something new and sporty? wake-boarding and swimming came to mind...
talking about swimming, i should be beefing up for the image. read in 8 days about how christian bale beefed up from his "machinist" character (55kg) to his "batman" character (82kg). he stuffed himself abt pizzas and ice-creams. hmm~ i should be doing too. why the sudden urge once again? cos he was 55kg before, and that's my weight now!
next week's my only week free left before NTU life will start unofficially. 4jul is CS's FOC, den it's time to be moving into hall, den it's hall orientation and finally start of sch... not much time left. luckily i declined the offer by May to be selling kuehs at bugis' seiyu's basement.
so, one week left. wut shall i do? shd be really planning to wrap up the two projects on hand and get my money! haha~ i'm totally broke now, a fact to add.
aahhh~ i'm enjoying writing this entry. so carefree so aimlessly, but i know once i stopped, the darkness of the night will once again seep into my mind. will be 'njoying while i still can.
but there's nothing else to blog.
at least, nothin' really that significant. (i'm avoiding bloggin abt the NTU/NYP concert)
should be rebooting my Movie website soon. am planning it along with a second revamp to this actual blogsite, i really hate the current design scheme (i only like the font).
to be honest, i really like to read comments. yet apparently no one does leave any besides the usual ppl in my tagboard. :( then, to a particular someone who has a blog but daren't spread it to ppl, if you leave a comment here, no one will still know u hav a blog u know? and it's irritating that i've been made to feel obliged to leave comments in YOUR blog... (note that i do not do it anymore)
ramblings...
what else can i write? haiz.
*night-is-young-and-i-don't-feel-like-sleepin*,
Johnzzon
