the feeling of leaving hadn't been sinking in yet. and i'm talking about both leaving SAF Band and leaving Singapore for Malaysia tonight.

i guess there are things i felt beautiful and nice about the places i'm leaving. the friendships, the sound, the people. leaving the place to anticipate what i had not been in contact with is scary, very scary in fact.

i'm going back to Malaysia this time to visit my relatives before i never get a chance to do so in the next 4 years of my life. the decision was made rather abruptly and so i still did not have the mood to really tink of it yet.

ppl tell me to look on the bright side of it. leaving the place full of traffic noise, full of fake buildings, basically leaving a place without an identity. well, you could put it that way. but of course i'm already attached to singapore and gotten use to everything that i feel a bit weird to leave this place to enjoy another.

seriously, am i thinking so much abt this trip. of cos not.

i guess the clever blogders you all are understand what i'm trying to say.

*i'm-leaving-on-a-coach-bus*,
Johnzzon

ps, i did take the picture in my previous blog entry myself.