~ SAF Band Life ~
To ppl, it's a very slack week. It shd be for me too. But apparently, had to settle with all the music programme stuff. i hate it when i had to do the choosing of COG pieces. there will always be comments that i dun like to hear, especially when they're insensitive and unhelpful comments. i really appreciated those who bothered to help me out and really give suggestions, rather than ppl who will say "johnson, can't u choose something simpler?" for one COG and "johnson, can't u choose something more difficult?" for the next COG. irritating~ then, there's someone who's been quite on my nerves when it comes to talking abt politics in the band. it's like he really knows wut to do when he din realli take into account of a lot of things. com'on, askin the band to practise for COG pieces is the hardest thing to do. (i shd hv known that b4 choosing the COG pieces for this month. Hell~ i regretted going for fun instead of practicality.)
~ Music X-Change ~
beldin handed me an assignment to do, but i had yet to gather enuf energy to really sit down and do it. gosh~ i tink i'm gonna fail him miserably. how~? my first assignment and i'm gonna fail.
~ Misc ~
hadnt been meeting up wif my old pals. i miss them a lot. was trying to get qi out, but it seems that we weren't able to make out something practical for both of us.
had been mentally working for the past few days, now that i really sit down and know i dun need to wake up so early tomolo morning, i kinda felt my brain like falling apart. having a very bad headache now. gonna watch 2046 tomolo morning wif qi, hopefully the headache will go away by then.
collected my FMA comic novel from Tien Di juz now *finally* (after like one week). surprisingly, the novel is quite well translated. wow~
tink i'm gonna let my mind rest fully for tonight. not gonna tink abt my new song, not gonna tink abt the assignment, not gonna tink abt breaking frenships.
heck, something inspired me to write this: yar sure, precious things only seem precious when they're being taken away from you, but how many things have been taken away from you, and how many things have been given up by you yourself?
u can give up things i guess, but dun be hypocritical and say you find them precious and wan them back and say irritating stuff like they've been taken away from you in the end.
*headache*,
Johnzzon