i wonder if becoming sick actually made myself more sensitive to ppl's behaviour arnd me. have been becoming more and more angry at certain things.

wonder if life has indeed made a good turn. got scolded by beldin for not listening to enough songs (i dun listen to jolin tsai, and he ticked me off when i looked confused as he mentioned one of my songs sounds like her type of songs.)

wonder if there are some ppl who indeed have this way of living life: "hey, today i wan a sporty look, and i need to be sticky with this this person; tomolo, i wan a more office look and i will talk to this this person; as for the rest of them, if they're not fitting into my image, oh gosh~ dun let them talk to me~" like i say, too sensitive~ but nevertheless, i feel disgusted.

wonder if i am a real good listener. ppl hav been coming to me to speak their souls, and recently i've been in a quite bad mood that i cud only listen but not give advice. ya ya, i know sometimes ppl dun need me to give any advice, but somehow, i feel really helpless.

wonder if i am really ai4 que1. keep having crushes. this has to come to an end!

*thoughtful*,
Johnzzon