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Monday, July 19, 2004
To a friend...
it seems inappropriate to address u here, but i jus wish my message wud still stay with you even when i'm not online and when i'm not available to lend u a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on.
i may not know the whole incident that caused you to be so down and out, but i guess everyone has faced these kind of degree of problems before. i had my share, and it was terrible. that's why i took up so many bad habits, u shd know best.
i know you're tired, tired of facing the problem when it keeps coming back to haunt you; tired of having to talk to ppl whom you dun really wan to get close to; tired of waiting for the long term happiness you've been eagerly seeking. but i guess life has to go on, sadly, but it doesn't have to mean as a bad thing. it goes on, so that u dun hv to face the problem permanently; it goes on, so that u can look forward to more things in life. it may be tiring jus to wait, i know, but trust me, things will come ur way unexpectedly. it had happened to me now. i havent told u abt wut happened for me, but it's a very good thing which happened without me expecting it. will tell u when i got the chance and when u are more susceptible to my words.
sorry that i hav to go offline jus like that, leaving u here so helplessly. i know u dun wan to tell me, it's ok, i know u dun wan ppl to change the way they do things. but if u dun seek help, r u sure u can contain all these pressure and pain alone? confide in someone whom u can trust, whom u can really talk to. sometimes, you dun need a solution, u jus need someone to know wut u're tinking.
there r more beautiful things in life to look at. in a whole bouquet of beautiful roses, there r so many thorns, but r u going to ignore the beauty of the roses because of the thorns?
it's tiring. so give it a rest. put the rest of your energy doing something you find more worthwhile (provided it isnt as mentally or physically demanding too). remember, if anything happens, there r ppl arnd u to lend their ears (sounds weird, but heck it).
sorry la, i hv to conclude this grammatically lousy entry. had to book in. but feel free to call me anytime k? meantime, take some sleeping pills, and go to bed.
Yours truly,
Zhang Zhengyong
i may not know the whole incident that caused you to be so down and out, but i guess everyone has faced these kind of degree of problems before. i had my share, and it was terrible. that's why i took up so many bad habits, u shd know best.
i know you're tired, tired of facing the problem when it keeps coming back to haunt you; tired of having to talk to ppl whom you dun really wan to get close to; tired of waiting for the long term happiness you've been eagerly seeking. but i guess life has to go on, sadly, but it doesn't have to mean as a bad thing. it goes on, so that u dun hv to face the problem permanently; it goes on, so that u can look forward to more things in life. it may be tiring jus to wait, i know, but trust me, things will come ur way unexpectedly. it had happened to me now. i havent told u abt wut happened for me, but it's a very good thing which happened without me expecting it. will tell u when i got the chance and when u are more susceptible to my words.
sorry that i hav to go offline jus like that, leaving u here so helplessly. i know u dun wan to tell me, it's ok, i know u dun wan ppl to change the way they do things. but if u dun seek help, r u sure u can contain all these pressure and pain alone? confide in someone whom u can trust, whom u can really talk to. sometimes, you dun need a solution, u jus need someone to know wut u're tinking.
there r more beautiful things in life to look at. in a whole bouquet of beautiful roses, there r so many thorns, but r u going to ignore the beauty of the roses because of the thorns?
it's tiring. so give it a rest. put the rest of your energy doing something you find more worthwhile (provided it isnt as mentally or physically demanding too). remember, if anything happens, there r ppl arnd u to lend their ears (sounds weird, but heck it).
sorry la, i hv to conclude this grammatically lousy entry. had to book in. but feel free to call me anytime k? meantime, take some sleeping pills, and go to bed.
Yours truly,
Zhang Zhengyong
