morning: watched the 3 new episodes of
Full Metal Alchemist which i downloaded from sis' computer.
afternn: went to mr ho's wake. went to kimseng band later. tried to forget abt things and jus concentrate on playing well. interestingly and unexpectedly, i enjoyed today's session. guess we were really on performance level liao.
night: had dinner wif aloy and yanhui at... erm. oh yar, far east. actually i reached far east first, and spent my time in
Dream Music shop looking at second hand cds. found a few which i was so tempted to get my hands on, but in the end forced myself to buying only one:
Gershwin: Porgy and Bess (Highlights)!!! (for those who do not know, the famous song
Summertime came from this musical.) happily made aloysius a new fan of this second hand shop! ha! had dinner at sushi tei. ate a set dinner for $11, quite ex, but enjoyed it. walked all the way to hmv later to waste time. heard the dj playing L'Arc-en-ciel's
Smile album. so tempted to get it, but it was $28.90. damn.
perhaps i was just trying to make myself forget the unhappy things happening around me, i kept making lame jokes and comments, and appeared jumpy and enthusiastic abt things. don't know la. i felt weird at the end of the day as i sat alone on the bus, listening to john williams music on my mp3 player.
i guess i'm very very emotional now. emotional as in not crying, but as in a lot of thoughts are filling my mind and altering my mood every other 5 seconds or so. i don't want to cry. it's what i've been telling myself this morning. it's what i'm telling myself now.
Johnzzon