Remember that a few weeks ago i was complaining abt me coughing away non-stop? Remember that a few days ago i was talking abt me unable to sleep?

All these things just got worse~! Last night was terrible. Something at the Nanyang Auditorium (where I had my Forensic Science lecture) has become a catalyst in my body and had all the virus working full force, until I can feel any muscles in my body. Gah~ At night, I still have my NTU FS screening and SCI Homecoming to go to. Have to hang in there, trying to tell myself, "I'M NOT SICK I'M NOT SICK".

luckily i have azira's car to drive in, bringing things from my hall to the students activity centre. or else i'll know i'll just die walking on the journey.

wisped off to homecoming and wasnt feeling very conscious. everything i'm doing seemed to be part of my subconscious. you know like when you're drunk, but you still know what's going on around u? then everything that you said were just part of your subconsciousness? yar~ i was having that effect last night.

gah, came back to hall (thanks to azira *again* for driving and keat wei for helping me to carry stuff), had to TRY to activate my muscles to tidy my bed (a lot of things on my bed) and hook up my music. took a DAMN QUICK shower and throw myself on the bed. there was a moment where i really want someone to talk to, and even hoped i've got the energy to get myself seated up in front of my lappy to chat on the msn. wellz, a good friend did call, and after whining a while, i did manage to feel slightly better emotionally. den now, it's time to sleep.

*toss*

*turn*

*toss and turn*

GAH~ why can't i go to sleep? wah lao... the imsonia bug shouldn't be at work now! i'm feeling damn damn bad, I NEED TO SLEEP. den i started listening to music (have to pull myself up to click ITUNES and everything), and den i started singing to myself, and DEN i fell asleep.

skipped 201 lecture this morning. first lecture that i skipped this semester, so early in the sch term. this IS bad...

had no energy to wake up, yet not enough sleeping bug in me to push myself back to dreamland. was just lying on the bed for god-knows-how-long.

THEN i started coughing like nobody's business, and had to keep running to the toilet to puke. gah~ i really want to go to the doctor, but den tinking abt how much money that will cause me, and also about the kind of medicine i'll get. gah~ i'm sure he wouldn't give me anything strong. i might as well save up the energy and try to go for tutorial later, which is much more important.

haiz...

bad, this is bad.

ANYWAY, on a side note, shawn how has to show the video i made for shujing. "Poor jack, so poor until have to pick up 1 dollar coin! You want 1 dollar coin? I give you!" *throw* woah and i remember how painful it is for the 1 dollar coin to hit my back. gosh~

so now, the whole cs108 cohort knows i'm a psycho weirdo who plays with penknives, especially after what I did for fright night for SCI (playing with penknives). i DIDN'T expect shawn how to PLAY that video. -_-"' bah~ i much rather prefer he played MY video i made for 108. urgh~

btw, i just want to make a DISCLAIMER: I'm not a psycho, and I don't have a preference for penknives as a toy. AND i don't make tissue box houses anymore, for the last 14 years at least, thank you.

oh wells, i'll just have to get used to all the weird looks from the freshies (and screams across the canteen courtesy of shannon o_o) and all the requests to reenact what i did for fright night (yea, charmaine, i'm talking abt u -_- ).

but honestly, deep down inside, somehow, felt a bit glad that this happened... hmm... hmm hmm~... hmm hur hur~... hur hur har... har HAH HAH~~ Muuuuaaaaahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!

*erhmm* sorry, a Dr-Jekyll-&-Mr-Hyde moment. heh.

*drinking-hot-remedy*,
Yong