Depression status reached once again. Needs emergency maintenance.

Argh~~ lost my house keys, lost my beret, and most importantly i lost my $700 digital camera. totally totally ruined. it's not the money that i worry about, but it's just the frustration of how i can lose these things that really keep working itself up my emotional boiling level. had been trying to tell myself not to get affected, but the attack of thoughts of the consequences of losing these things really bring me depression. (paiseh for the fragmented sentence structure...)

to make matters worse, someone has to keep irritating me and the people around me. i can't believe there are such rude and irritating people. he's like a dangerous bomb now, waiting to plan an attack on anyone in his way. terrible, luckily i'm ORD-ing soon, no need to see this idiot on the rise to power.

came home to try to cheer myself up, could not really work. chatted wif a fren jus now, din manage to clear up the intense heat in my body. tried to watch a few good trailers, din really inspire me. perhaps when i reach camp later, i shall give "Tuesdays with Morrie" another reading. don't know if it helps.

oh wells, meanwhile, do try watching these movie trailers at apple.com/trailers/:
1) Assisted Living (Independent)
2) A Love Song For Bobby Long (Lion Gates Film)
3) Mr. and Mrs. Smith (20th Century Fox)
4) Monster-in-law (New Line)
5) The Pacifier (Disney)

damn-sad,
Johnzzon