It's 9:30am on a sunday morning... *pause* What the hell am i doing awake so early in the morning?! Gosh, i wished i was in bed, but... oh wells. i got woken up at 8am by my alarm, but i switched it off and headed back to sleep, only to have a nightmare that i would be late for today's concert when i woke up at 5:30pm, and i couldn't find a cab anyway cos every taxi driver was having dinner (i asked a lady taxi driver to drive me there and she scolded me "wa, taxi drivers dun need to eat one right?!"). weird dream~

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There was an O.R.D. (Operationally Ready Date) Function held on Friday afternoon. Another batch (batch 52) of ppl had just successfully survived and completed the 2 years of.. of... torturous and unfulfilling NS life. 2 more batches, and it will be my batch's turn to sit in front and wait for our names to be called to receive the plague.

the life of band a will surely be different with a few ppl ORD-ing this time round, mainly Indera (no more screamings), Mutton Curry (no more irritating comments... and chances for me to bitch behind his back), Lam (no more FMA-chats with him), Goh (no more weird cheeky comments) and Melvin (no more bitching around with him)... weirdly, as i think about all these, names with Xavier, Yaw Chang and so on come into my mind. They had been an integral part of my SAF band life, and they exited quite abruptly. is this how working life is gonna be? ppl come and leave (i feel like writing 'as they wish' but doesnt sound really appropriate). so r they acquaintances or friends? should it matter to me? i dun noe

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Beldin gave me a piece of good news, telling me that i'd moved one step closer to selling my song. was really trilled! he's gonna air the re-recorded demo (which i have yet to hear) on the opening day of his school. gosh~ *excited*

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for 3 working days in this week (one day off and one day 'MC'), i had been weirdly on the beat for two days, like i woke up on the best side of the bed (i dun noe how to phrase it so pardon the weird phrase). really cheeky for those two days, and i kept chatting, bitching. even durian king din manage to ruin my day (altho he did ruin those few hours of full band for me, but i could bitch about him after that, so kind of balance out). even for that one day left, i was jus plain tired, and i cud feel there's still quite some energy in me.

seriously, havent been feeling this way for a very long time. could it be the sudden lecture from dom? the sudden realization? or wut? i cudnt really think of a reason... but den, i'm happy, and that's totally ok with me. haha...

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i tink i have a very screw up mentality.

• ppl say wearing dark coloured clothes make u look thin and pale coloured clothes make u look bigger in size. but i believe that if i wear pale coloured clothes, i'll still look thin. and when ppl see me, they wud go "aiyo, this person must be really thin!" i prefer wearing dark coloured clothes, as least ppl can tink "he looks thin, but mmm it cud be because of the clothes".
  
• my fren had been asking me if she shd go back to her ex. i asked her a question first: "why do u not want to go back to him?" and she blabbered out thousands of reason. den i asked her another question: "why do u want to go back to him then?" and she jus said "i dun know." my answer to her "go back. i think u r really in love with him, cos you couldn't find the reason, and that reason, i tell you, is jus plain love".

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there's gonna be a solo for me today. and i'm not particularly excited abt it. i'm jus afraid of screwing it up. so the most i did was borrowed a eupho from kimseng yesterday, and hopefully i will manage to sound pass-able today. sighz.

i kind of liked yesterday's full band at kimseng where we tried a few pieces. "Robin Hood Prince of Thieves" (grade 5 ver), "Spirited Away" (which i tot sounded not bad) and "Summon the Heroes" (challenging). hopefully the future full bands will be similar... ;)

ok, tink i wrote enuf... haha... planning to do other stuff too, u know. keke. tata.

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Johnzzon