after the sleepy G.O.H. parade today, i went back to bunk to catch up on my sleep. surprisingly, i managed to fall into deep sleep pretty soon. it was a pretty weird dream, a dream that i can still vividly remember now. and most importantly, i cried. i woke up (not abruptly but gently) with tears rolling down my cheeks. gosh~ it was pretty surreal.

i dreamt about going to my pri sch chinese teacher's birthday party. all my old pri sch pals were there and we were chit-chatting abt our lives. interestingly, i remembered all of us to be in our late 20s oredi, with everyone dressed up like businessmen or working class ppl. den at the end of the party, my teacher gave a speech which went something like "thank you all for coming, coz i dun noe how many times i can still do this again. u all hav touched my life somehow and ur presence here proved that i did something meaningful in my life to be remembered for." and she promptly left in a car.

suddenly there were a lot of cars lining up in front of that car which my teacher went in, and in those cars, i spotted familiar faces. they were the ppl who left this world recently too. mr ho, my uncle, it was then i cried, not because i was sad or something, jus felt relieved and happy for my chinese teacher. dun noe why... i cried and cried, because i was so happy to be there to see her leave, most importantly, happily.

i dun noe if it's a sign or something. when i woke up, i felt this sudden urge to organise a pri sch gathering to her house now, before i cud not do it anymore.

Johnzzon