Am now in malaysia... Discovered there's internet access at my (maternal) grandpa's place. Am damn shocked. But it's freaking slow here, super thanks to the taiwan earthquake.

Nothing much to say, accept that i didnt sleep the whole of last night, thinking of what I need to do when I get back in Singapore. Somehow, I feel more stuck and stressed here in Malaysia. I really need to relax sia. Will be taking my camera and be the "trigger-happy" me that I was one to two years back.

I discovered I'm being very irresponsible, and I must say sorry to a lot of people, which includes a lot of good friends. I'm sorry I let you all down. I thought I manage to clear everything before I leave. I guessed wrong...

Sorry. Will be back soon. I promise.

*disappointed-with-myself*,
Ah Yong

 

Hey peeps, this is an important notice. If you're reading this blog, you should be close friends of mine and this piece of information is vital and important, because I will use the statement "Don't say I didn't tell you" to smack your face if you scream.

I WILL BE GOING BACK TO MALAYSIA
From 30th December 2006 to 6th January 2007

It is NOT a holiday, although it is a great chance for me to really slow down my pace of life for a while. Please understand and please do NOT involve me in your finding of an excuse in not able to get something done.



Some other less important information related to this:

1. I will not be able to come online, my grandpa's house do NOT have internet connection.

2. I will be driving back to Kedah, so DO NOT call me on the handphone on 30/12/06 or 06/01/07 'cause I most prob will not be able to answer you.

3. Do NOT expect me to reply your sms-es, although I will be able to receive them. Do try to limit the number you send also because each sms will cost each of us MORE THAN the usual 5 cents, yes, EACH OF US.

4. Do NOT expect me to answer phone easily anyway throughout my stay. It's overseas call charges, for you and for me, again.


Even less important information:

1. I will not be able to smoke for 1 whole week, and expect terrible temper if I do pick up your call.

2. The place I'm going to is Tokai, a little town near Alor Setar, Kedah. Don't know where it is? It just goes to show how ulu the place is.

3. And yes, there are no internet cafes there. I've checked the previous time I was back there. (At least not found in the usual hangouts I go to, which is already 80% of Alor Setar.)

4. I'm bringing back my laptop, my hall prod script, my CI Club folder. So yes, technically you can still ask me for details regarding some matter. But no, don't expect me to help you come up with solutions. Blardy hell, it's already stressful enough usually you know, and now still got overseas charges to stress me. You must either be damn desperate or damn qian4 bian3.


That's all for now. Yar, I'm expecting a lot of calls from today onwards until the night of 29th. But don't call me at night. I'm rushing through my hall prod rehearsals.


Yong

 

Was clearing out most of the pictures in my handphone, which has become my 即興 camera. discovered i took a lot of weird pictures. haha~



Picture #1: The interestingly aligned rows of fire extinguisher during the fire alarm exercise sometime this semester. Pretty amazed at how much effort was put in to ALIGN the freaking extinguishers. ironically, there was a fire in sch a few weeks later. mm~



Picture #2: The nice view of how the SADM blends in with the surroundings from the top of the hill where Nanyang House sits. long time never go up there liao, and i got a shock with the magnificent view. whoot~



Picture #3: Me playing around with the wizard hat which appeared out of nowhere during our Drama classes. Yes, my lecturer was amazed with me being so happy wearing the wizard hat.



Picture #4: No, I haven't gone mad. That's my 造形 for my role in Paparazzi, the CS drama production. I'm the mad scientist, hence the hat and the robe.



Picture #5: This picture is put here without permission of the subject featured. Erhmm~~ Well, the bunch of us (guang, darren, justin, weiyi) were at vivo catching The Departed. This is NOT the funniest thing that happened that night. Erhmm~~



Picture #6: The Radio Fusion party! Colin and gang's (KKJ) performance... ;) Splendid, just splendid.


More to come... Will be back after x'mas celebration... (Not that i'm really that in the mood to celebrate tho...)

 

又失眠了。本想讀了吳慶康的《2359日出以前》，應該會讀到累，誰知自己反而越讀越精神。近日來，真的覺得自己好自虐。

現在的我，每天都在等著許多事情發生。我同意吳慶康的說發，人生就是充滿著等待，而我現在深深地體會著這種“等待”的感覺。

我等待著擁有自己主宰的生活，不再去聽人家對我說應該不應該的。想做的，鼓起勇氣就去做。
我等待著選擇未來該走的路的那一天—大學畢業的那一天。金錢還是夢想，我該怎麼去平橫這兩個極端的因素？
我等待著製作我的FYP。聽起來好像很自虐，但我總覺得FYP是惟一可以盡情利用resources來製作自己喜歡又可以以此自豪的作品。
我等待著internship。我想證實我現在所作出的選擇是否是對的。
我等待著選系。雖然我几乎100%是去EBM了，但就是因為這樣才煩，好想get it over and done with。
我等待著謝任我目前所有的職務。我始終是個學生啊。是，大學時期是最後可以参加那麼多活動的時後，但我發現我沒有那麼大的emotional capacity to handle。
我等待著hall production day。去年我說過，但今年還是要說：這是我最後一次搞舞台了，也是惟一能導自己的戲的時候，意義非凡。
我等待著開學，就是為了等待下個假期。
我等待著回馬來西亞。除了能有机會在馬來西亞的高速公路奔持，我還真的蠻想多陪爺爺，真不知下次回去會是何年何月了。
我等待著ISG的結束。我那白痴的運動神經，在這段日子裡越突顯自己的無能。
我等待著hall production的第一個連排。同樣的，我想get it over and done with，但理由是因為我已經知道演員們真的不行。
我等待著這個周末結束。忙碌的周末，等於跟自己說我是個no life的人。
我等待著明天的到來，只因明天還有個明天。

6年前，我寫了一首《等》，被老師取笑說我以後可以寫《還在等》和《等到了》。其實我確實有嘗試過寫“等到了”，但寫不出，因為我等的東西太多了，總是沒有那種“等到了”的感覺。於是，便寫了“還在等”，如今變成了在skybluzone的《雨》。我真的等到所有的等待結束，能真正去享受自己的成果。

但我現在呢？我只是等待著睡覺…

*無耐＝無助?*,
阿勇

 

Peeps! Report in!

CS291A
Alicia, Alvina, Janus, Jessie, Junjie, Meiyan, Shi Si, Shujing, Wanjing
Ok, more slots! Who else?!

CS292A
Kailing, Si Keng, Xiuwen, Zhengyong
Who else?! Kaixuan? Cindy?


*excited-and-glad-registration-is-over*,
Ah Yong

 

 

Wrote the tune and the first two lyrics of this song damn long ago... tink it was on my way back from CS DnD on the nightrider. the inspiration came from two kids sitting in front of me playing Scissors Paper Stone and they were trying to come up with a constant rhythm for the words they came up with. i thought that was kinda cute.

and suddenly i wanted to written to tune for that. hence the melody of this song came up once i got off the bus, together with the first two lines.

but i never got around writing in the rest of the words for the rest of the tune.

finally, yes, finally it's done. although i took me a lot of head-scratching moments.

~//~

石頭剪刀布
詞曲：張正勇

還記得年幼每個下午
這遊戲幫我將苦悶去除
一二三 手一出
輸贏瞬間很清楚
但勝負我們都不在乎

石頭剪刀布
你出石頭我出布
我將你拳頭緊緊握住
你撒嬌不認輸

石頭剪刀布
我出剪刀你出布
你用手指夾著我的手
我微笑著認輸

後來長大後某個下午
朋友說這遊戲很老土
一二三 手一出
覺得又笨又無厘頭
懷念以前天真無知的時候

石頭剪刀布
你出石頭我出布
我將你拳頭緊緊握住
你撒嬌不認輸

石頭剪刀布
我出剪刀你出布
你用手指夾著我的手
我微笑著認輸

現在的我在這個下午
老伴兒回憶起年幼時候
一二三 手一出
人生難得糊塗
讓我們重溫歡樂多一度

石頭剪刀布
你出石頭我出布
我將你拳頭緊緊握住
你撒嬌不認輸

石頭剪刀布
我出剪刀你出布
你用手指夾著我的手
我微笑著認輸

Completed 3rd December 2006 4:05am

~//~

I know, it looks like I'm producing one song every school semester break. not very productive hor? haiz...

*am-satisfied-creatively-to-finish-another-song*,
Yong